Jeez i havent written in this thing in a while so what has been new with me.. well I let say i Have the greatest boyfriend ever.. yes me i have a bf crazy right? lol we have been dating for a month and he has stolen my heart.. He is sadly in the freaking army wtf is with me and military guys lol as much as i didnt want a military guy i have one and he is so oppsite from me its not even funny He is soo country and line dances lol i def dont do that.. But he is so amazing.. and have the time.. i wouldt know what i would do without him in my life. we broke up for a couple days and it made me realize that i needed him in my life and He is worth it.. His name is Kyle and I love him.. He lives in Nc.. and i am ironicly applying for school in nc.. I have found best school in and I have fallen in love with it and its 4 hrs away from him lol But i hope to get in..its app state unversity in boone nc lol other then that.. I have been thinking about becoming baptist.. and more looking to god to help me find my way.. i actually talked to a pastor the other day and it was really nice to talk to him.. He let me sit in the chruch alone and just pray for me and kyle and him being away right now comeplty sucks He is in the training for a month and i miss him so much.. But he has my heart and he trusts me.. and another sucky thing is he is getting deployed in august.. which i am wicked afarid of But i love him and Loving him comes things.. anyways that is what is goin on even if you dont believe in god or not.. Just pray for him.. he is defending your freedom.. and i as his gf thank him al the time for defending my freedom he has been deployed twice and now a thrid time soon.. Its ok.. we will be ok.. I love him and thats alli can say..
ttyl
ashley